April 18, 2012

  • un-found

    the shadows of my mind
    attempt to confuse
    a clouded, shifting maze
    that will not let me thru
    .
    where many strong convictions
    had stood their ground and spoken
    vacated a frozen, empty void
    where many absences grow cold.
    .
    i traipse along in apathy
    tangled in these paralyzing layers
    of quick-sand syncronization,
    hiding deeper in my thoughts
    no longer quite believing
    that existence exists.
    .
    senses shutting down
    no longer registering
    surroundings remorphing.
    everything is numb
    i am barely there . . .
    .
    its a complicated illusion,
    a holographic trick-of-light
    not quite comprehendig
    how so many different angles
    are as every bit transparent
    as the mirror that holds my reflection.
    .
    i fear i've been misplaced
    in a place that cannot be found
    where anything is possible
    but nothing hapens at all.
    everything is blurred
    wish i could care . . .